What can ii doin ..

19April until 30April


IM ......
still quarrel wif him .
What can ii doing now ? .. What is true ?..
What im feeling now ? .. Do you know ... ii think eu dun know .
Sorry about that , im really broken heart . im really get hurt .
maybe eu think me is a happenes galz . but i'm not ..
ii just wanna said wif eu what im thinki and what ii saying .. AND my feeling it .
why i always serious talk to euu what im feeling . eu just joke to me .
IM NOT KIDDING TO YOU . IM SERIOUS . Dear !
when eu want to serious on me ? can eu tell me ? ..
You not a kidz already .
Sometime ii want to you care me more only . why can't ?
But eu just know how to scold me , saiid me .
when ii out wif fren and my parents . eu just know how to angue to me ....
Im really broken heart dear ~


Today..
when ii wake up . ii just think about him ..
im feel no mo0d went to school..
but ii dint go school many time already .
ready to get surat amaran ..
skul life is my suck dayz , cause about the spm ..
WTHell is Going on ..
today my parents need to go check body .
so im cal ah weng fetch me when ii finish skul ..
ii thiink im nothing wif him . but not like that ..
when ii finished skul . im cal him .
he said wif me he coming already .
im sit at there , waiting him got 1 hour ..
i'm feel start want to back home . but when ii cal him . he just saiid need reached.
NVM. Im waiting ~ until 2pm something already . im worry about him .
then ii calling him again ..
he said rrreach again . ok ii wait more few minutes .
im waiting until raining . ii walkin to back home leh .
im start angry cause what he promise me when cant done for me .
that ok . im control myself
ii cal him not need to fetch me back . cause im start step leh .
but he stil said to me reach leh . what he talking about wif me .
when ii reached . he stil not yet to reach there's.
ii wanna said wif eu ...Is you're not before ii love that guy ..
he changed so muchhhhhhhh .
ii love him but ii started to hurtt himmmmmmmmmmm !!!!!!

But until now im stil say to myself . yeah ii love him .
im need controlllllllll .....
Start to drink my blacklabel wif my cousin .
forgot all ~ hope it start again ..
NOW , just my cousin know about me and my feeling .
im crying all bout him . T.T

WONG YIP WENG.....
ii hope you can chg all bout it ..
Please .